Friday, May 16, 2014

San Juan Island Holiday

 
Lately all of my spare time has been consumed with finishing a story of mine that was being posted last week on our writing website. It was turning out so long, that it leaked into this week as well! At 17,500 words, it is the longest complete story that I have written to date, and I am proud of myself. I based it on my love for the San Juan Islands here in the Puget Sound. It is seriously one of my very favorite places to go, so I thought it would be fun to have a cute story take place on one of the islands.
 
As I read through the story, it reminds me of the beautiful sights and the tranquil atmosphere of the islands. It is a place to have fun, but also to escape the bustling craziness of life. Here is a link to the story that I wrote. I hope you enjoy it!
 
 
 

What Stories it Told

A woman who lives in our neighborhood and in our Ward at church is having to sell most of her belongings to move into a retirement home. She is a dear friend and I have had some wonderful evenings chatting with her. She has some amazing stories to tell, of hardship and pain, but also overcoming her trials with love and humor. I will be sad to see her leave our area.
 
Last weekend she had a garage sale, trying to clear out her house and earn some money. My friend Audrey was helping her run the garage sale and she told me about a typewriter that Bette was wanting to sell. As soon as Audrey saw it, she knew that I would have to have it. She called me to come check it out.
 
They hadn't even put the typewriter out in the general sale, hoping that I would be interested. Boy were they right! Eric was with me, and we were both stunned when we pulled it out of the cardboard box it had been stored in. It is a Smith Premier Typewriter No. 2, built back in 1904. I had never seen one like it in person before, only in pictures. The pictures cannot do it justice! This is a neat machine!
 
Bette wouldn't even let us make an offer on the typewriter. She said to go ahead and take it with us, and we could talk money later. She just wanted it to go to someone who would love it, and not try to turn around and sell it. The typewriter had belonged to her father, and he had loved it. I think about all the words that have gone through that machine over the years, the stories it could tell. I am inspired to write a story based on that, hopefully I can do it justice!
 
Bette told us a funny story about how she acquired the typewriter from her father. She and her older sister were always in serious competition with each other. As soon as Bette said she wanted something, it was an automatic response that her sister would want the same. As her father was in his old age dividing up his possessions between his children, Bette asked if she could take the old typewriter. She had always loved it. She loved to write, and it was something special to her that reminded her of her father. Her sister immediately said that she wanted it as well, even though she hadn't paid any attention to it before.
 
Bette's father leaned in conspiratorially with her sister saying, "It's broken anyway, and Bette just likes to play with it. Just let her have it."
 
At first Bette was offended, thinking that her father didn't take her seriously, saying how she just likes to play with it, but soon she realized that he just wanted her to have it. Her sister, thinking that she and her father were in on a little joke, agreed to let Bette have it. Bette won.
 
She said that she had never loved her father more.
 
Now I get to make some memories with this old machine. Bette had told us that her uncle sautered some of the pieces together because it was falling apart, and so it no longer worked. Eric took it home, pulled out a flashlight, and together with Ethan marveled over the delicate mechanisms inside the machine. He tweaked a few things and got the keys to work properly. Now it just needs a new tape with ink to completely work.
 
Eric teases me, saying that it was an expensive paper weight, but he was just as excited about the old typewriter as I was. It may not even ever write anything again. It may just collect more dust. But now it sits in a place of honor in my pretty glass curio cabinet. It is valuable, not just for its monetary worth, but for what it meant to Bette and her father, for what people touched its black and white keys, for what stories it told and what letters it wrote.
 
Oh, if only it could speak for itself.

Six Chicks Retreat

 Last weekend my writing group had a mini retreat. We met up at a local hotel, ate tons of food, and laughed A LOT. Funny thing was, that we actually got a lot accomplished! We passed a new series of stories around, getting them ready to be posted on our website in the near future. Watch out! Some of these stories have some zany twists and turns, while others are sweet and will bring a tear to your eye. I am so lucky to get to rub shoulders with these amazing ladies! I have learned so much from our writing group, seen improvement in my writing style, and made some bonds with these women that will never be broken. I am so blessed.
 
 The tee shirts that I designed for our writing group came in and I LOVE THEM!! I was so excited when my package came in the mail with these fun shirts in them! I ended up getting both a tee shirt and a hoody sweatshirt. Of course, I also ordered a custom case for my iPhone with the design printed on it as well. My family thinks I'm crazy. What can I say? When I get into something...I GET INTO SOMETHING!
 

Mormon Formal

The end of April Heidi went to our regional Mormon Formal. She had been asked to the dance by two different boys on the same night, each asking in a very creative and cute way. She answered in the fairest way possible--the one that got to her first!
 
We ordered her dress from the same place that we ordered last year's dress. It fit perfectly and she looked like a princess! The dress looks long because it has a beautiful train behind it. I think it's no wonder that she had more than one boy asking her out!


Eric got a little emotional when he saw his pretty little girl, all grown up. It goes too fast...




Heidi's date is a good friend from our Ward, Jared Johnson. They went with a very large group of friends, going to Claim Jumper restaurant before the dance. They had a lot of fun together!



I just love this pretty girl!

Friday, April 25, 2014

Happy Dance

 
Check out my early birthday present!! Got it early so that I could document Heidi's prom tomorrow. Totally doing my own happy dance!!

I especially love the cheesy subtitle to the advertisement:
"Renew your creative soul."


Sunday, April 20, 2014

Because of Him

On this beautiful Easter Sunday, my thoughts are turned to my Savior Jesus Christ, his miraculous birth, life, ministry, and mission on the earth.  I also think of the sacrifice he made for each of us, paying a debt that no other could pay, and in the process paving the way for each of us to return to live with God.  And finally, the miracle of his resurrection, restoring to every son and daughter of God the hope of life after death.

I am so grateful for my Savior Jesus Christ! It is because of him that I can start fresh every day with a new conviction to be better. It is because of him that I can have the comfort and peace I need through trials and sorrow. It is because of him that my family relationships will not end at the grave. It is because of him that I can be whole and clean. It is because of him that I will be able to live with my Father in Heaven again one day.  I am truly grateful.









Saturday, April 19, 2014

Lessons from Elise


I wrote an essay entitled "Lessons from Elise" which is featured on our writing group's website today. I went into more detail of what life is like living with a child with disabilities, as well as my journey to being at peace with it.  Check the link to read the full essay!

Wednesday, April 16, 2014

Seeing the Rainbow

This is a picture my dad took when he was here visiting for our spring break.


One of my patients at work had a rough time last year with difficult illnesses and hospital stays.  For a while her family did not think that she was going to pull through it.  I was devastated when I heard the news.  I feel a special connection with her because she reminds me so much of Elise.

When I see her mom bring her in to the office it makes me think about how that will be me and Elise in fifteen years.  She calls her "her buddy," and they go everywhere together.  She gives everyone she sees hugs, while laughing and smiling.  It broke my heart to think of never seeing her again.

My special little friend came into the office again today to get her teeth cleaned.  After multiple hospital stays and surgeries, she is finally back to her happy bubbly self.  I was on the verge of tears the entire visit.  I had never been so happy to give that girl hug after hug after hug.

Sometimes I think about the future as Elise's mother and caregiver.  Sometimes it is scary.  My patient's mother has been through so many trials with her daughter, keeping her healthy and getting the therapy and care which her condition demands.  And yet, through all the struggles, she has only ever been grateful to have the privilege of raising such a sweet spirit.

It reminded me of something President Dieter F. Uchtdorf said in his talk during our recent General Conference.  "How much of life do we miss by waiting to see the rainbow before thanking God that there is rain."


Some may see having a child with a disability as a trial.  I used to think so as well.  But then I was plunged head first into that world myself.  I am constantly bombarded with the day to day struggle of feeding, dressing and caring for a child with special needs, one who is completely reliant on me for her most basic care.  I live in continual fear of the next episode of seizures, with the overhanging possibility that the next time we won't be so lucky, and she could have serious after effects.

But I have also been enveloped in the warm embrace of Elise's monster hugs and caught her blown kisses from the air.  I have been surrounded by the music of her infectious laugh and marveled at every miraculous milestone.

I have never been so grateful for a trial in my life.

Elise has always helped me see the rainbow, even before it is ready to be revealed, all because I am not afraid to get a little wet.